melancholic heart

2012-01-28T16:50:00.003+08:00

tired when u can't just have a normal life

2012-01-25T23:08:00.002+08:00

tired
give me some motivation...
lose hope..
it's time to leave

Damn

2012-01-24T23:48:00.000+08:00

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you,
it's not like that at all.............

Getaway

2012-01-18T02:11:00.001+08:00

Need a getaway to somewhere far like real long..

i wanna leave this place for good

like so effing serious

i will do that one day

nobody knows

2012-01-18T01:39:00.000+08:00

sometimes no matter how hard you try to make things better
people will never see it..
and no matter how strong one may seem to be

they are humans after all
and human breakdown..
that's how i feel
i'm on the verge of breaking down

Five for Fighting

2012-01-17T03:09:00.000+08:00

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me

I'm more than a bird, I'm more than a plane
I'm more than some pretty face beside a train
And it's not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see

It may sound absurd, but don't be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed, but won't you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me

Up, up and away, away from me
It's all right, you can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy, or anything

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me

I'm only a man
In a funny red sheet
I'm only a man
Looking for a dream

I'm only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it's not easy

Its not easy to be me

2012-01-16T21:54:00.000+08:00

LIARS

being an adult

2012-01-14T00:26:00.001+08:00

When i was 12, i really wish to to be 16 years old
because all the things u could do

when i was 16, i hope to be 18
because i want more freedom i want to be able to go out (mostly cause my parents were really strict)
then...

when i was 18, i want to be able to move out and start living independently
no more parents naggy advice and more freedoms

now i really hope i could go back to when i was 12,
things were much simple than everything u face now..
i understand we have to learn and face any obstacles in life
but back then, i was genuinely happy

now it's all different

not trying to be emotional or whatsoever u have in mind..
but i believe everyone will go through this stage of their life
where they really don't wanna grow up

most people ask because they're curious
only 1/10 of them really care

2012-01-13T15:01:00.000+08:00

i wish i am still a child

i wish i don't know all that

i hope i have one good night sleep

Disappointed

2012-01-10T22:54:00.000+08:00

Disappointed in you
i guess i need more shopping therapy
i'm lost for words
why is life so irritating argh

2012 must haves

2012-01-08T14:20:00.001+08:00

so i've bought mostly what i want in 2011
like my new laptop, new bags and all other miscellaneous stuffs
this year it's gotta be iphone 4s or 5 if possible =b

wanted to get it last year but my contract wouldn't allow me to..sucks =/
but yea hopefully this year i would get to replace my really old and sucky phone
and hopefully it could last me at least till Feb before my contracts end..

and i really want another digital camera but i don't if i should get one
i just don't really want to bring my dslr almost everywhere as it is heavy and chunky
but i really want one simple compact camera that i could bring everywhere during hangouts =/

starting of the year, i already fell sick and it was the worst i've ever had in my life
puking non-stop isn't exactly fun nor it felt good
literally wish i was dead at that moment i just hope that feeling would go away

but thx to my really good and awesome friends who helped me all the way
it was really sweet of them
taking care of me one by one
i must say i'm really touched
i still feel bad to trouble them but i am really thankful guys
<3

Last year's affair

2012-01-01T23:46:00.001+08:00

First of all Happy New Year Everyone!

i mentioned that i didn't quite like new year but nevertheless i still went for countdown for New Year

Celebrating like everyone else though i do not like the idea of sending 2011 off

since there's nothing i could do about it

i have to stop procrastinating

So yea, i have finally uploaded pictures from Macau!and i know it's really late to only blog about it now..
hur better than none though..i'll probably not update much cause i still feel really tired from yesterday

So they say this is "merlion" in singapore from the city of Zhu Hai?? O.o

Dorky couzie

World Peace (Y)

2012

2011-12-31T12:46:00.000+08:00

2012 is coming

i secretly made some wishes

hoping it would come true

Sick

2011-12-29T00:43:00.000+08:00

damn i am sick again

what's new right..it is so annoying

i don't know bout you but i don't mind fever or body-ache

but i really hate when i get flu with runny nose and sore throat

u can hardly taste the food and u just keep on sneezing

then sore throat is such a pain

no matter you eat or drink you would feel really horrible and disgusted!

the thing is you can't even stop eating

you have to eat, that's the thing

argh new year's in a few days and i'm sick

have any tips of keeping yourself healthy?

please tell me, i really need them

i tried by eating more fruits and vitamin C

but it seems like it doesn't work =/

helpless =/

2012

2011-12-28T00:31:00.000+08:00

what to do?!
WHAT TO DO?!
oh myyy =(
i don't want 2011 to end.....

2012

2011-12-24T01:54:00.000+08:00

So feeling kinda down recently..not at all pump up for new year..
kinda like 2011
gonna miss it soo much
i really need to find a way to cheer myself up more..
been feeling down quite often, should stop =/

Macau

2011-12-22T23:17:00.000+08:00

So people who are close enough would know that i recently went to Macau!

Have to say love that country!well except the fact that how 'unfriendly' they were
you have no idea how much i procrastinated =/
of course we did meet some pretty good folks over there =D
I really enjoyed the shows over there in places like the City Of Dreams and Venetian!

As you would i only have a few pictures that i grabbed from my cousin's album
haven't really got the time to edit my own because i haven't been feeling well these few days
and Christmas coming up pretty soon..how i wish my Christmas this year would be a little tad different..

Have to say their buildings were exquisite, i was pretty impressed
Guess this has to end here now..need some rest, feeling sick =/ what's new

2011-12-19T19:26:00.000+08:00

have you ever thought how short life could be?
what is it that you want to do most when you realized that your days are outnumbered?
live like the past?
or start of something new?
or to just grieve on your own
blaming everyone for your fate ?

i don't know either

2011-12-03T04:08:00.000+08:00

So it's 3 am in the morning and i'm still awake..feel really bloated
and i just can't seem to sleep..
guess it's either cause of my bloated stomach or i'm suffering from insomnia

No, i did not had a lot of food today, in fact i've been eating quite little
No, i did not feed myself with junks
and yes, i didn't drink much water...=(

i know water is really important especially to your health and it also helps you to have better and softer skin!
nay! i just made that up
but it's definitely important for your health!

No man can survive without water!
for me, i really need water not only for drinking but hygiene too! O.o
yes, i'm a cleanliness freak!

Can't help that but i really need to wash my hands after everything i touch when i'm out
even at home not till i decided to turn in for the night!
Okay after this, i'm gonna wash my hands again! =.=

2011-11-18T01:27:00.001+08:00

i guess this is goodbye

Annoyed

2011-10-26T19:34:00.000+08:00

i feel really annoyed now
i have nooo idea why
prolly cause exam is just tomorrow and i feel so nervous for it and i feel like i forgot a lot of stuffs!
this is bad or what?!
i need exam to be over swiftly
and good things to come in one by one

Argh so frustrated
i hope i don't have any exams

Ash Grey & Green contacts!

2011-10-22T17:59:00.005+08:00

So i am hooked with colored contacts nowadays and i don't know why!So i decided to make a simple review about how i looked with them!

And i really should be studying right now as exam is just in TWO days time and i am blogging?!

I just feel really stress out so i guess this is my way to release my stress & to entertain myself at home =(

(i'm a boring person)

Random pic of me without contacts

(excuse the messy background)

And more......-___-

Ash Grey contacts from maxi eyes!

And guess what color is this!

It's the green!but it does not look green..maybe just a slight hint of green,

I am in love with this color!i thought it looks subtle and not too bright or obvious

excuse the narcissism =/

my sister and I favorite face pose!

Can't find my sister's picture with this pose cause it's in my iPod and i am really too lazy to even try to transfer it to my laptop and i have to get back to studies!!can't believe i did this in the midst of exam when i had all the time in the world, i chose not to..=/

tty soon!kthxbye!

=/

2011-09-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

i used to be really passionate about updating my blog

post up pictures and stuffs etc

now i just can't be bothered anymore..

i prefer to lie on my bed and stare into space more than anything else..

yes i'm permanently stuck to my bed and yes i'm on my bed right here right now..

typing all these out!

i don't know whether to be happy or sad

lucky or unlucky

good or bad for all these events that are going through in my life..

it felt like i wouldn't be too happy with or without it..

argh seriously...

i hope i can wear a smile on my face everyday without fail

so that no one knows

i don't understand what the hell do i want sometimes

i've questioned myself so many times..i still can't get an answer..

i could use a little bit of advice but i never know how to open up

i don't even know who to trust no more

sometimes ppl asked is not cause they're worried, most of the time they're just curious

2011-07-01T16:01:00.000+08:00

U made me feel as if I'm alone
As if it doesn't matter
Actions speak louder than words

Another day

2011-06-29T02:03:00.004+08:00

Nobody is perfect
ppl make mistakes
is a phrase i heard a lot, from almost everyone i know
it's something so common that i believe even in shows, dramas and movies would have this phrase..

But seriously let's face it
no one ever take this sentence seriously
some ppl are just too selfish to think bout others
I've met many ppl although it may be 0.01% ppl out of this world population
but in this 0.01% i do meet some admirable ppl out there

These ppl are those who taught me the real values (in my opinion)
I felt like i've learnt a lot from them
& inspired me to become a better person
i'm not someone who don't make mistakes and do everything right
neither someone who is a good friend to everyone
but everyday i'm learning trying to be a better person

Sometimes i thought i cared too much about others
and neglected my own feelings
But when someone told me that
thinking for someone else is not whether they would be happy or mind about the decision u made
it's whether between these 2 choices, which will be wiser and which is more suitable
there's no such thing as the perfect situation nor solution

I've learnt nobody's perfect
& nothing's perfect too
I just have to accept it and lead a happier life
Life would be better this way, ain't it?

=)

2011-06-28T03:03:00.001+08:00

So have not updated for very long...doubt ppl visit this blog anymore!
just recently went to the railway station for photoshooting!
more like having fun in my own way..but not all the photos are ready yet
So keep watching till i updated more!

anyways scalded myself, i really need to be more careful
it's not the first time, i hope there will be no scars
Haven't been updating for sometime so seriously have no inspiration to write
That's all, lings!Toodles!

2011-05-02T03:35:00.000+08:00

So i decide to come back as i find blogspot is still the best =)
Well..i understand i'm not an active blogger anymore
but i still prefer to blog whenever i want but not for it to become an obligation..
I guess i don't feel hurt anymore
& i guess it's time for u to feel the same way too

2011-01-24T02:03:00.000+08:00

I've moved !

http://melancholicheart.tumblr.com

2011-01-20T03:15:00.000+08:00

Sometimes u just don't know how eff up life is
I wish I could stop blogging and get a life

=D

2011-01-06T01:31:00.002+08:00

smiling is the best cure
instead of letting someone else hurting you
you put a smile to pull through
no matter how hurt it seem to be
it won't kill me..
sometimes instead of thinking ur always right
it's best to observe before u make a conclusion..
to think before u speak

=(

2010-12-30T01:38:00.002+08:00

sometimes life is full of shitz, you just wanna stop functioning

=D

2010-09-26T12:01:00.000+08:00

Finally, one decent update with lots of pictures!!

So last friday, we had this mooncake festival celebration at ZK's Condo

as you can see from the pictures below

i don't see the need for me to elaborate furthermore,

well yea..i'm just lazy to type out XD

and we have lots & lots of assignments for us to complete D=

Gotta buck up!and stop surfing net!

hope you peeps out there have a nice day!

i'm craving for Mcd's fries but Marlene said it won't decompose...oh no =(

But i've stop going Mcd for many months except for the Breakfast set of course!

Ciaoz!

high and dry

2010-09-03T17:05:00.000+08:00

Drying up in conversation, you will be the one who cannot talk
All your insides fall to pieces, you just sit there wishing you could still make love
They're the ones who'll hate you when you think you've got the world
all sussed out
They're the ones who'll spit at you, you will be the one screaming out

Inconsistenty

2010-08-27T22:32:00.003+08:00

WARNING: if you do not want to see some self obsessed shots then kindly click away =)

Yes i am like crazily taking some random shots of myself

and guess what i just had that piece of peanut butter bread as dinner!!

Firstly, that's cause i've been spending like mad

Secondly, i'm madly in love with peanut butter!i have cravings for them!

Yum yum..i think i can lose some weight for sure!Yes!I have been eating away ever since i started schooling..

Ish..Stress, have to vent out on food..

but that's not the way!i could gain weight like mad!Thx god i realized that i was consuming too much before tragedy could happen...=)

But trust me, it's because i need to save on money if not i think i would be eating some 1000 calories snacks O.O

First Semester, New Life

2010-08-10T23:24:00.000+08:00

So after a while, now i'm at singapore to continue my tertiary education..
It's so different from the last time, no more free rides from mum everyday
Have to be independent now, guess it's to experience different things in life
afterall, we all only live once, so don't waste the opportunity to make full of your life..

I have to admit after living outside, i'm always having lots of thoughts about almost everything..
sometimes i really wonder how to kill this thought, how to stop making wild guesses
I guess i don't have enough confidence in myself in a lot of aspects..
I hate how life have to be sometimes
I want to be able to control everything in my life

If you were given a chance to change something in your life, what would it be?

Everything was so easy before, why is it now have to be in this state?

New Start

2010-06-24T22:31:00.000+08:00

So I should revive my blog after such a long time..i know i've always been saying to revive my blog but later on i don't really update it anymore =/
Well,this time i hope i could update like once in a week as there really isn't much for me to hang around with my blogs..so let's start with a picture..
I've been leading a boring life till recently i went shopping in sg with my friend, Burung!
If you wonder why is her name Burung?well..long story but she got this nick during high school when a teacher pronounced her name from 'Woan Rong' to 'Burung'??

Hilarious..and i kinda miss high school now with all the random stuffs we would do..and how naive we could be..
and oh well!i'm getting my DSLR soon!!I guess i'll spend all my time on that alone once i get it..
Other than that, i'm gonna start my first sem in august!i must admit i'm rather intimidated by the new environment..
i just hope that ppl would be nice and friendly there..
so i guess that's all for my 'new post'!

Yesterday's Rain

2010-05-13T22:09:00.000+08:00

Inside the narrow shadow

Is a voice that does not flow

I couldnt even prepare an umbrella

To avoid the pain like a falling rain

Like a fool,

Since its the first time yet

You may call me a fool

I just hide the tears that cease to flow

Welled up in my eyes

From the time I was able to know my lover's smile

How can it just dry up like yesterday's rain

It was agonising everytime the words were thrown

I just kept the tears that cease to flow

Welled up in my eyes

From the time I was able to know my lover's smile

How can it just dry up like yesterday's rain

I can't just forget it like this

My heart just becomes more numb

How can I just wait..I'm still falling apart

I'm still falling apart

The sky is clear,

Droplet by droplet,

I start to cry..

2010-04-18T11:38:00.001+08:00

hi there...can't you see?
i'm lost...

Bye

2009-12-21T20:22:00.000+08:00

I've begin to hate blogging..
cuz it's not helping much nowadays..
it's a lot of trouble with all the typings typings and just have to type type type!
i don't like to type on my phone,or keyboard or anything that has to do with typing!!
but sometimes typing on the phone is not something that i could avoid totally..
and how daft can i be when i say i hate typing and i'm still typing here
telling you how i hate typing..wtheck?

Should i close this down?

The Cruel Fact

2009-12-07T19:57:00.002+08:00

life could be so short,cruel,unfair and torturing..
one minute you could be jolly well,another minute you could be at the darkest part of life..
struggling to get out yet no changes could be made
is this karma from our last life of what we had done?
it remain as an unsolved mystery..
yet my friend live your life to the fullest and cherish your loved ones..
live everyday as if it's gonna be your last..
i'm doing it now..are you?

2009-10-28T19:34:00.001+08:00

So i'm gonna start with how my blog is so dead..but there's reasons behind these.
i'm extremely busy nowadays..flooded with assignments every week..
from common law,public law,contract to criminal law..to make it worse it's not easy papers to deal with..
especially criminal law..it's fun and interesting but at the same time it's a tough subject.
have a lot more to catch up!
Nevertheless,i enjoy all my classes and love the hectic life,
i felt like at least i have things to do..meaningful stuffs
and i learnt a lot from each classes,i enjoy all the lectures except for the assignments part..

Speaking of assignments,i think i haven't done my criminal assignment..

Damn..gtg Ciaoz!

life

2009-10-13T22:27:00.007+08:00

Again,i took weeks to update
well,it's gonna be one hell of a boring entry..
so click away if you're not interested in continuing reading it,
i'm stressed out and need a place for ranting,i hope it doesn't bother you,
well i assumed everyone had their own problems and setbacks that they're going through..
i don't normally express out a more emotional side of me here,

let's just say i just need something to update this half dead blog..
i'm not the kind of person who enjoy being at home..i'm much more delighted when i don't need to be at home..
there was once i went to my friend's house,her mum was exceptionally kind and friendly..i was surprised and that's most probably that's not how my mum would react..
she don't really care how my friends feel or me,if she's upset she'll just show it all out..
which i think it's not really a good idea..
and i have run out of ideas not to do anything that would upset her..

i didn't indicate she's wrong or right but she should at least show some respect to my friends..
everything could be blamed on us and she's never wrong..
i'm devastated..
is it just me or what?
what do you want from me?
I'm just a 19th year old teenager..

Tsunami Fury

2009-10-02T14:28:00.001+08:00

So today read the newspapers and read an article about a tragedy at Samoa.
More than 100 people were killed,scores injured and many were missing as an 8.0 magnitude earthquake triggered a tsunami which wrecked destruction.
And a second 7.9 magnitude earthquake hit Indonesian Island of Sumatra and now prompting the Pacific Tsunami Qarning Centre to issue a tsunami watch..and i hope with these,no more lives would be taken.
Reading all these news and reports make me realized we're lucky..
i'm lucky to live here as there's hardly any disasters here..well what we got is not the worst.
i feel sorry for those victims who lost their homes and loves one when the disaster occurred.
i would love to remind anyone whose reading this blog right now.
cherish those you love now so you won't regret when anything at all happens in the future..
be alert now..
any disputes with family & friends,just let it go..
be forgiving..
i would like to say i love my parents very much..
thx for all the love you gave me

BBQ!!

2009-09-27T11:48:00.001+08:00

Whee!Swing swing swing

so now it's time to update about the bbq party we had last thursday

before i reach Quan Chong's house went to lots of places..

took the bday cake from secret recipe then chin pin and wen yee drove me to all places..they went to take their wages and then off to have lunch at skudai..

after that went wen yee's shop and took all the stuffs we need and off to jia yi's house..

okay her mum was super friendly..she can bring all types of food & cookies to serve us..felt like it was CNY

but it's not a bad thing..i love friendly mums!

then off we go to his house around 3 something and meet up with nn and mm around 4 something

i didn't go with them as i need to collect the cake..poor me =( but still it was fun..

It's about to start!!

he only knows how to look in kitchen!but of course his job is to lead ppl from outside to his place..haha

ps: i was slacking in the living room too.

so finally it started..they were trying to light up the fire with charcoals while me just watching..haha

useless bum..

he's trying to act macho = =

snap snap snap!

gosh look at my brother haha flirting around lols

finally we took out the surprise!

She seriously fell for it..for 2 years consecutively haha tsk tsk tsk

Making a wish

oh ya!we got her mango delight!

group photos of girls

and tadaa!!all the "machos"

he was thrown into the pool & he seriously looks like he enjoyed it

the cake was distorted..

it was all siow wee ping's doings!

and us!!swim swim swim

and my brother trying to be sexy..fail la you!

that's all for today!

Ciao!

Hyper!

2009-09-25T21:50:00.000+08:00

BBQ updates soon right after i got the pics k!!Promise!!

ps* IT WAS A BLAST

2009-09-23T23:36:00.002+08:00

BBQ!!!

Yay!Finally
I was so looking forward to it!
Gonna Have some real fun!
these few days lots of dramas happened to my dear friend
but who cares..not as if we give a damn to it..= =
but they just thought so..and feeling so ecstatic about it -.-!!
But felt like watching a show or whatever in a circus
they're the clowns and we're the spectators..not bad not bad..

Love you!

Happy Birthday!

2009-09-18T00:44:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Babe!

Happy for you

you finally got what you deserved

Have a sweet sweet birthday celebration!

random

2009-09-16T21:50:00.000+08:00

well i'm not a big fan of miley cyrus..but this song pretty much describes my life now..

so enjoy it...

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb,

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb,

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith,

short & simple

2009-09-16T00:11:00.000+08:00

Sitting on the floor

in MPH...

and guess what are we doing?

engrossed

....

...

And we're pokemon-ing!

i haven't watch it for damn long

we treated MPH like our very own living room...

that's all for today!

Nights

Updates

2009-09-06T16:07:00.001+08:00

fooling around again as usual

love this place cause it's relaxing

and us again..

today let the pictures say it all..

let's just say we had a fun & at the same time nerve wracking?

they would know what it means.=D

sometimes ppl just do really retard things

sometimes it's just momentary lapse of judgement..

but at some times they really are just "retard"

guess that's how retard they are

shopping spree

2009-09-05T22:12:00.002+08:00

I've been shopping a lot this week

Argh have to stop!

Although it's really hard

but i really have to stop!

saw a skinny totally love it and it was half priced!

how could i miss this chance

then a blazer,i swear it looks absolutely stunning

i just have to get it home!

and then some other random stuffs

i want to open a lookbook website

with 3 to 4 persons would be updating it

so support it k!

that's what friends for

2009-09-03T21:18:00.000+08:00

No pics today because it's with jm..so will update bout today's outing later.
my beloved best friend,just wanna tell you no matter what happened we'll always be at your side ok?
just relax yourself and think carefully..
don't make the wrong decisions
we all love you!and we'll always be the best shopping mates!=)
never change ok!!??
HUGS & Kisses
XOXO

for these,i pray

2009-09-01T22:13:00.000+08:00

Lord,Please watch over my dad

he's the best i ever had

i can't let anything happen to him

and other than praying for him

i know i could do nothing no more..

if there's anything just let it fall upon me,

i love him more than anything.

weather

2009-09-01T11:40:00.001+08:00

love the weather here..

dark grey sky with strong winds

with a nice song on

the feeling is just so strong..

reminisce all the things i've been through

& i miss it a lot

if we can't see now

we might never see...

i miss my family

love you guys

you're the best i ever had

just love it

2009-08-30T18:39:00.007+08:00

hey guys!

just reconstructed my layout..

got bored of trying to search nice blogskins

finally made something simple & just simple

and i simply love it! =P

It's midnight & i miss my babes
never meet them since thursday..
tomorrow's national day,Happy Birthday Malaysia!
heck!can't go out tomorrow!!
have to stay at home like a good girl..

i want to go for a road trip..
alone?maybe with a few friends
have fun and go crazy
god,i miss my friends..
take care,all of you out there!

Outing

2009-08-27T22:12:00.015+08:00

So as promised i really tried to update every day now..i'm doing good rite?lol

But that two friends of mine haven't been enlightened yet..you guys should update everyday k!

So wednesday we went out for dinner?it's the first time we had dinner together with the only three of us.

Cause always i'm not allowed to stay out too late,always have to be home before 6pm..sounds so bad right?maybe the only advantage is that i'm safe at home.But who knows some psychotic idiot wouldn't barge in your house and harm you?nowadays anything could happen k..

look at my 2nd brother,he's playing pokemon!!i know guys like to play games but come on,can u guys choose more mature games?at least??

Got caught eating away all the cornflakes..ate too much now really feel like puking when i think about it..Xp

I love this pic!we look so sweet!but we're not dyke,we're straight ok??

Love these cakes

And here's a series of unglam pics of me:

2nd and 3rd pic is candid i think..haha

Cheesy

we had like 3 main dishes,1 side dish,2 cakes & 3 drinks

when we place our orders the waiter was stunned how these 3 girls gonna eat all that?

But we did finished all of em Xp

All these pictures were taken by Jm.

Feel free to click in & have a look.

If she doesn't have any updates,feel free to scold too. =D

Xp

2009-08-26T21:30:00.002+08:00

Just Had Girl's Outing

Updates Soon!

If the woman would send me all the pics..

Hmmm Let's See how long she would take.

Hehe..

Loads of Craps

2009-08-26T21:25:00.004+08:00

why is it there in this world exist such person who are so inquisitive in everyone's business?

is it because their lifes' so full of craps and they just wanted to poke into everyone else business?

firstly,do they feel better about themselves?

are they please knowing everyone's business and what does that benefit them?

they only make themselves a worst person and not worthy as a friend at all.

Secondly,they love to judge ppl.

they judged their looks and how they behave and stuffs but..honestly they're not any better than them?

it's like as they're mocking others at the same time they're indirectly referring themselves..Xp

of course they didn't realized that..i guess that's the funniest part for me.

thirdly,they're really juvenile

how is it you can take someone else's weakness as a joke and expect them to take it lightly & you actually reacted like there's world war III when others uses ur weaknesses to crack a joke?

hey,if you wanna do that to someone elses think it before you do..would you like if someone treats you like that?would you like it?well if you don't..you have no rights to say that they were mean.Because afterall,you started it.That is what we call 'karma'.So you can shut your gap up.

Please Stop Poking Into Other's Businesses,

And Stop Being So Inquisitive which is really annoying,

Stop Being Juvenile and for God's sake,

God gave us lips,voices,ears and eyes to see how wonderful this world are and to speak kind words.

But not for you to minding everyone's business and talk about it to flaunt how 'great' you are.

Cause at last it only shows how 'bad' and 'unworthy' you are.

=D

2009-08-25T22:26:00.007+08:00

So i realized that i've been updating on and off
i will at least Try to blog more oftenly to keep my blog updated but not the boring blog that you have to visit once a week or a month Xp
so i'll have to try to make this blog seem more interesting and not so bored anymore
like more pictures and videos?

Talking about videos..i have this really outdated clip that we took like 3 months ago?
but i didn't really put it up here yet.
So i guess,enjoy the show:
Edited by YJ Chang

We had lots of presentations for LAN which all of us have to speak in malay?!
i've not used it for like almost frigging TWO YEARS!!
But we had lots of fun during the process..we actually shopped for formal??
okay for people who don't shop oftenly would think why is these girls shopping for formal when they only have to wear it once for that particular day??!!But on the other side,i would say hey come on..you're only 19th for once in a whole life.You're only studying in college or uni for the most 6 years?well unless you are taking med which will take a very long time to graduate or unless you flunk for more than 10 years before you can graduate....

So why don't you just do what you love what you want when you're young..live life to the fullest without forgetting the purposes in your life of course.
well shopping is just one of my favourites.
and i guess collecting jackets,coats and blazers is one of them??i must say i'm obssessed with it.

i love this pic..simply because we can only see ynn's half face,jm's three quarter and my full face.

he actually got caught doing 'dirty things' eww

i love my blaze..

I guess that's it for now..

^ ^

2009-08-12T21:11:00.005+08:00

nowadays kinda busy with assignments

for lan??haha

life sucks cause i have to retake GP

it also sucks cause i've been having mood swings?

not serious one though..

been feeling really alone sometimes

but i enjoyed it

being alone,doing my own things

and don't have to give a damn about others?

but sometimes i would prefer to have a bunch of friends get together

i think i really am gonna miss this feeling

so i have to enjoy like nobody business!

and i gonna miss my two besties the most ok!!

we went almost everywhere together

done lots of stuffs together

seriously i gonna miss those days the most

i hope we can never grow up and stay by each other sides

but that's just a childish kind of mindset

but it's better not to think to think too much

than worrying about every single damn thing

that's what adults do

i have to enjoy my teen life and live like one?

i just have to say i love my friends

i'm lucky and blessed to have you guys

and having you guys being a part of my life,

i'm more than blessed and no words could pen out

how much more colours you guys had added to my life

you may say i'm easily satisfied

but that's the secret to happiness =D

2009-08-11T19:52:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling totally down now

with no reason

just really emo

can't describe how i feel now

just wish everything stop & end now

what's the reason of having a life here?

why we human have so many emotions flowing through our mind?

sometimes i wish there's something i could do

to make it better or not?

human is just another complex that can't be solved..

Ordinary Grumbles

2009-07-28T19:16:00.005+08:00

You're like the worst person i've ever met
how can one be so selfish & never think for others?
as if you're like the most important person
nothing worst could be compared to you
For god sake can you be more considerate?!
think for others especially when they are your family?

complaining too much
Phew at least i felt much better

Random

2009-07-24T22:05:00.011+08:00

yes i'm dyke haha just kidding k
but we look like a couple
so today after class we went to do our favourite thing
snap snap!!

hmm she looks like a ghost beside me..
with the long hair and white shirt
haha she was talking on the phone

she never wants to take proper pics
but her face looks sharp here
nice rite!

lols unglam moments

lols jm look at her new hairstyle

snaps!

haha we just sat around for a while then we went home!
so my post today is like uber bored
sorry to draft in such a boring post
=_="

2009-07-20T20:26:00.006+08:00

Life is so fragile..
Grieve is like the ocean,
it's deep & dark and bigger than all of us,
and pain is like the thief in the night,
quiet,resistant,unfair..
diminished by time and fate and love

Worst day of my life

2009-07-17T23:52:00.007+08:00

So i just realized i haven't like update for way... too long
okay i lied i didn't just realized it,obviously i knew it all along..
so till my so called 'good fren' complaint that i should update..
so what the hell,here i am now..after a long struggles of my own laziness
i finally found the strength to link my own blog and start typing here..

so let me start with my sg shopping trip
there's lots & lots more but i would have to flash back properly
so we went sg with the custom bla bla bla
then we went Wisma Atria first?if i am not wrong
okay i was realllllyyyyy realllllllllllyyyyyyyyy hungry
the first thing i wanna do is to eat!
but then the girls decided that they wanna shop first
okay so was like stopping at more than 4 to 5 places b4 we really eat
and finally they decided to feed me & stop all my grumbles
well okay i treated them lunch k!!it's on me!
but wth i have to admit they treated me more meals before
but sg currency was double!so i am great!
okay enough i am flawing all my stinginess here..Xp

so after lunch we went shopping again obviously!
we went takashimaya which made us went like crazy?!
but of course i did not purchase anything there
then we went fareast then bugis..
at last i bought only a white shorts
but we definitely eat a lot a lot

i know i was damn full but i still want to have subway at night
it was damn delicious k!so it's a must meal!
so later my dad fetch us all home i mean back to jb
so that's the end of it..

So these few days lots of thing happened..
it sucks seriously SUCKS
i was informed that my GP answer sheets was lost in transit??!!
WHAT THE HECK!!!
Seriously for god sake why would these happen!?
and i have to like retake?
it was really so damn unfair
Damn U Postman!Whoever You Are..Whatever It Is..
why do you have to mess with me?!
God tell me what could be anymore worst now..
I was really pissed..

But thx to my friends who have been really caring & those who helped me..
i really appreciate everything
and to my Sandbag friend,u know who u are..
and my two dearest best friends
Jia min & Cai ni,who is the sweetest and nothing could have been sweeter than u guys
for the comforts and kisses..although the kisses were uncomfortable
u guys should see how jia min tried to kiss me..so damn funny
so i guess that's all for tonight..
Nights Earthlings!

Irrevocably

2009-06-22T01:02:00.003+08:00

For a sudden,without any special reason
i feel like blogging
these few days were hard for me
but let's not talk about it
watched this movie called 'The Lake House'
it was good..although to be able to contact through time travel is impossible
i wish it would somehow be possible

there's many things i would like to change
but i know we can't change what's been done
but if everyone of you were given a chance to be able to change something in the past
what would it be?
I personally do have somethings i would like to change
but let's make that just a fantasy
afterall we all know it would not happen

Human just love to complicate their life
although it could be simple
but they would never stop demanding for more
& of course i'm also in that category
i believe everyone is in that category

If i have a discretion
i would love to lead my life
simple & and uncomplicated

Good night,mates =)

i finally updated

2009-06-17T20:42:00.006+08:00

okays i think it's time to update
although still am very lazy
after exams i went to sg shopping and to singapore zoo
it was fun with sec school friends..
we talked a lot about how we were in high school
and all the things now but still have to say high school's fun
really fun!gosh miss them so much!

and while we chat
we realized how childish we were
and how we handle things better now
actually it's not too bad to grow up i guess
it's a rather good thing
i enjoy my life now & live it to the fullest

can't wait to have another talk like that again soon
but one thing that never changed is that we still love to camwhore
hahaha that's what girls do i guess

but you know what
i really really hope i'm a guy!
seriously!!my parents are way too paranoid
i can't blame them for that
i can only blame myself to be a girl

i'm having holidays now but still i have to stay at home most of the time!
& my dad would say because you're a girl
& the biggest culprit would be those who commit crimes
because of them crime rates would appreciates every year
and cause of them i can't go anywhere i want!!
okay this sounds childish maybe i should stop complaining

have to go now
ciao~
anyways got gal's outing too
& watched 17 again
bt too bad no pics was taken..

Finally

2009-06-12T22:37:00.004+08:00

EXAM ENDED!!!
But Lazy update just came back from sg..
wait k???HAHA
Love the fact i'm free!

cliques?

2009-04-30T14:49:00.004+08:00

Have you ever look around the crowd whether u're in high school or college?
if you had..
how much do you know them?
do you know even know their last name?

ppl always stay with their cliques
so that they can at least feel good about themselves
for doing the same thing..
and so even if they do something wrong
they would think it's right cause their cliques are doing the same thing.

so if you're the so called "cool" cliques..
would you hang out with geeks?
why are we divided to so many different kinds of cliques when after all,
all of us just want to feel better around ppl,
be like by everyone as a friend?

My Babes

2009-04-23T20:46:00.013+08:00

From the start till now..
all the little randomness we had..
the days we spent..
the Ups & Downs
there's nothing much to say but
let's hope no matter where we go..
at least we were friends..

J Co!

2009-04-12T23:48:00.002+08:00

Had J Co Donuts!!
Jm's treat!
Love ya!Each of us get three donuts..
so omg i consumed so many fats down through my throat!!
But nvm i enjoyed every bite of it! :)
i kinda need to relax myself
my health is getting bad..i have headaches once in a while..
Then i just can't stop thinking about shopping!
Omg..I have to Stop..

Despite of how broke i am..
that doesn't stop me from the continual of shopping sprees..
Okay I must have determination!STOP Elaine Chan!
shopping is kinda fun and relaxing..OMG STOP THINKING!
Help me!!anyone??!!

Randomness

2009-04-06T23:43:00.003+08:00

I know my blog is dead

MY EXAM's NEARING!!

so i can't really blog about anything..Have to concentrate!!
And i've been Shopping a lot..
i was induced into shopping
and i start shopping more & more..
But not that bad..it's kinda fun!
okay let's not let me continue my crap here..

=the End=

whenever i saw M&N chocolates it reminds me of you two

2009-03-12T19:07:00.003+08:00

Today's a really nice day
no picturesss cause my phone completely shut me down!!
using a colour phone with a really bad colour and it's hard to even type text message?
uggh!Anyway today was a nice day
although it's like rushing and stuffs but it's kinda exciting
Haha and i miss you Mm!!
I know one day we gonna be apart but i'll love to find u guys again and hang..Aite??!
whenever i saw M&N chocolates it reminds me of you two............hahahaha -_-""

So what's so similar about us?
we love to eat
we love to shop
only the best..lol not exactly only the best la
we love to laugh!and we love to fool around!

anyway we manage to be back at 1 30pm!
So fuuyohhh rite??LOL
i bought a topman jacket and yea she bought two too
one for herself and another for 'ahem'
i don't know who is 'ahem' k??!!
let's leave 'it' to ur imagination..

and i finally found it!!the jacket i wanted so much!
Yaya!okay let's end here..
damn tired to think of anything else to write..
ciaoz

Girl's outing with my cake!

2009-03-09T22:59:00.006+08:00

So it's our outing!!all of us wore dresses!
So today i was tricked!!
Jm said she can't make it but she was lying!
and gave me a surprise..
awww thx girls
that was really sweet...

Food Food Food we were really full!

Cake!the strawberries was really sweet..
I love it!

it's me with the cake!

And the 3 of us!There was no nice movies la..
all nice movies was watched by us edi T-T
But we shopped a lot!although i ended up buying nothing..
they bought something...lol

Tired...

2009-03-03T22:27:00.002+08:00

I'm both physically and mentally tired..
so flooded with assignments!!
SAD~~~~

i just want to go to the beach and take a long break!!
Love the beach!!!

2009-02-26T23:17:00.002+08:00

I really hope that i can still believe in forever..
after so many setbacks & all the partings
hope there's still 'forever'
at least there's still a slightest chance for me to believe

I have 4 tests!!
Lots of assignments!!
%^*(*(*)$$&*&(*$#(@!#$$%%!!
May's nearing!!No!!!
Shoo Shoo!
nah..i am quite excited..i just wanna graduate earlier
and stop all the assignments!!

Craps

2009-02-23T23:11:00.008+08:00

So i never like touched my blog since...don't know when..
i was really busy & really lazy to blog.
even now i feel so lazy to blog..
but i still manage to get here finally..

So firstly,i am really hungry now..i don't know why.well i just had 3 spoons of rice.
how pathetic is that?But it's not my fault.It wasn't my favourite dishes!
and it's not my fault for being picky..I am just...being myself.
Today saw a preview of Confessions of the Shopaholic!It looks nice!!:)

you know that thing when you see someone cute & u smiles
and ur heart kinda goes like warm butter sliding down the heart toast
& that's what it's like when i see a store..

Hahahahaha i am so gonna watch this with my girls!
basically we love shopping!and i was influenced by them!lol
don't hit me in college & of course i'm at fault too..what am i crapping about?
okay can i stop the craps?
cause i really don't know how to continue blogging..
I just feel like shopping now?-_-""
oh ya..i want to watch twilight again!!!
i kinda feel like becoming a vampire now..Lol
i have to admit it..edward cullen is cuteee...

what a day

2009-02-04T21:55:00.007+08:00

I just had an effing week..
Everything seems so rush and uncoordinated!
Today's was the worst of all..
i was taking down notes for my law class
i made an error
reached for the liquip paper and the effing louya lousy stupid !@@#%%!*&^ liquip burst!
No not exactly burst,the top just went off and all the liquip went to the floor,hand,bag and to make it worst it stained on my hair!!
Aaaaah no not my hair..
anything but my hair!i mean it's my hair!!
rushed off to the toilet and had it washed..
no it just stained on my hair and won't fade away!
it looked like i had it bleached or something but it's really disgusting
can't tolerate it anymore and decided to go home
and wash it away..
and i just skipped the whole class like that...^-^

all i know now is i won't use liquip paper anymore..

one nice pic of the 3 of us

L O V E

2009-02-02T22:55:00.003+08:00

So I gonna make my chinese new year resolution!
I know it's really dumb cause there's no CNY's resolution.
So i am serious now
no really i am..

My CNY's resolution is to:
Make sure i make a new year resolution next year..

Lol just kidding
I don't really have one actually,I guess there's only one all the while
that is to change for the better me! :)

Everyone wants to change better,make a better choice life.
Make lesser mistakes and accomplish more tasks that was given to us.
Throughout the whole 2008,i was growing.
Happiness is as much as the tears i shed.
I truly had a hard time for 2008
whether from getting use to my new life to my new friends.
There's both good and bad memories throughout the process.

Growing up is really hard.
I wish i could be the little girl who is always smiling from day to day.
I was quite pessimistic about everything in my life.
And now i'll try my very best to be more optimistic.
I hope i won't disappoint those who care for me.
I really love you guys.My family,my friends and those of you around me.
I know you'll be always be there for me.

One good thing i realized about growing up at least for now,
should be i learnt how important my families & friends are.
I learnt how to cherish them in a better way.
I feel much more luckier than everyone else in the world.
I wish all this could last and never fade away.

Cause i really love all of you in my life.
Thanks for being a part of my life :)

.....................Duh

2009-01-30T00:10:00.001+08:00

My life sucks
what to do?

Happy Chinese New Year Everyone!!

Happy New Year 2009

2009-01-16T12:33:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year Everyone!
i know it's too late
it's already like mid jan
been kinda busy with my new semester
lots of assignments that kept me busy all time long!
and look at the pic up there
Richard and Mm posing for their couple phone..
nope
they're not couple just friends
he took quite some time to pose
plus we keep laugh at them
cause it's like so funny
we've done lots of laughters that day :)

Then camwhore outside the toilet
omg we have nothing better to do
sad~
and wish me luck this sunday
hope the show turns out well
and i hope i won't trip!! Xp

Just before 2009

2008-12-31T23:26:00.005+08:00

Just a while ago my sec school friends came in front of my house
asked me to go countdown with them like just for a while..
but sadly,dad said no..
i really miss them very very much
then i ask my dad again
but still no is the answer he gave..
goodbye my friends i am sorry that i can't spend my last 2008 with u guys
but still i hope one day we could celebrate it together

trip to malacca

2008-12-22T23:48:00.001+08:00

So my relatives and my family planned a trip to malacca
and there we go!it was a blast because we had fun!

we're all starting to like this 'jian sen's action' pose because when his father said Action!he'll do this!

At the hotel lobby..

just guess why he do that?
to prevent from his blood being suck
yes from his head and his mouth
he claim that he's a vampire and suck everyone's blood by sucking them from their hair..
yes ......................

Before going up
forgot what's this thing called..

Eye on Malaysia from the top..it moved from KL to Here..Great

My brother totally obsessed with his rubix cube
he claimed that it was like his drug..

Cheeky cousin!!

the trishaw we sat!!

My DAD!!!

That's all!!took over 200++ pictures
but i can't upload all
it's too much trouble..
so that's it peeps!

silly

2008-12-13T15:11:00.000+08:00

i have been doing silly things

wishing silly things to happen

hoping silly things will happen

but it's all just another silly me..

Grrrr

2008-11-29T21:53:00.000+08:00

Meiguoren tagged me!
now i have to answer 20 questions...

1. Do you have secrets?
Secrets??of course i am sure everyone has it..i have u know who secret..*grin*

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
hmmm...depends?on the maturity of that person?but if he's like 10 years old i am 18........
.
...
....
.

.

NO WAY!!!!!!!!

3. What would you do with a billion dollar?
donate half of it to someone who need it..
and then spoil myself with it!ermmm can't think of anything else though...

4. Do you enjoy going to college?
sometimes enjoy sometimes not..hahaha

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
probably yes!but i am not sure it could be weird too ya know..

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone i love..just to love someone without getting any love back is terrible..although some might say it's okay as long as i can love her/him.
it still feel terrible..

7. List 5 favourite movies...
-Ghost
-School Of Rock!!Wheeee
-forgot
-forgot
-forgot

8. If the person you secretly like is attached, what would you do?
i'll just keep it and never say it out..since he's happy what can i do?
i can't threaten him to leave that girl..haha

9. List 5 favourite TV shows...
i hate this question..

10. Do you have any regrets?
hmm nope i learn my lesson from mistakes and make a better person out of me..

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
I could be stuck in a office doing office works(very boring),i could be a rocker!!having my own band performing and have world tour concerts!!!(very nice)
I would be able to go anywhere i want whenever i want!

12. Who is the most important person to you?
hmmm..my beloved ones..

13. What kind of person do you think the person that tagged you is?
lol he's a lol guy..he likes waterfall tears..he likes Ac/Dc!he memorized the dialogue of the school of rock...-_-"..he's a rocker!he love to sing!!he said he's a bisexual and he always tell Koo that he love him.......but in fact he's straight but he'll convince u he's a bi..haha he don't wanna be gay but bi..

14. Would you rather be single but rich or married but poor?
erm...now i want to be single but rich!!Wahahahaha

15. What is your favourite color?
Blueee!

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Yes once i know he's the guy i want i will..

17. If you fall in love with 2 persons simultaneously, who would you choose?
How!?maybe just confused..i don't think i actually love any of them if i fall in love with 2 persons..haha

18. What are top 5 on your "to-go" list?
-err..anywhere that's fun!

19. Name 3 things you would like to do but would not be able to do...
-Have my favourite food everyday!!
-hope my hair can grow super fast so i can cut it everyday
-grow taller...T-T

20. People I wanna tag...
Sarah Janer!
Joshua!
Wilson!
mm!
nn!
M&N!

no title

2008-11-17T23:38:00.001+08:00

once a thousand promises is made
only one or two of them are kept
i guess it's still so true now or even in the future?
i miss the past
the past where i have my frens with me
where everything is so fun even it's not perfect
past or future tense?
the only thing i could do is to think about the future
because no matter how
the past is not gonna change

the girl!

2008-11-17T13:05:00.000+08:00

life now is effing free
just finish my god damn exam
it was..........let's not talk about it
for the last few paper it wasn't that hard actually
no no i don't know whether can i score
well let nature take it's course

i can say now my life is all on dramas and onlining
Supernatural Season 4!!!I love Dean Winchester
er..not really love i love the way he is in the show
he basically do whatever he wants
but still family is his priority
never selfish

and gossip girl!!
all girls' stuff
whatever cat fight or dog fight
they're mean and scandalous

my sis!!!!
oh my god
when can she ever stop??!!
whenever the modem don't work
she'll get all boiled up!!
Argh!!!!Stop!!!!!do you know you're such a pain in the ass??!!
Stop!!

my mum had stomachache don really know what happened
but still hope she gets better quickly
and for my forever nerdy 38 clique
I love you!!!
haha
and wish the chinese paper for tomorrow is all goddamn easy k!!??
Good Luck!!after this,u guys are officially free!!!
although mm consider her friday test as free already
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
i luv this HAHA word
cause whenever i laugh it's gonna be HAHA

seriously why do i 'HAHA' so loudly?
well when you're happy just 'Haha' as loud as you want
it's fun u know
but......
don't exaggerate it pls...it's gonna be rude
if you wanna 'Haha' like super annoying pls do it at home..
hee...

bro can only come back on the Dec
hmmm i miscalculated how long u never been home
i guess 2 to 3 months?
seriously miss you bro but just don't say it out
cause it'll be er awkward??Yes that word!
that's all for today peeps
nights...

It's gonna be the same no matter what i do

2008-11-12T03:05:00.000+08:00

why is it always me?
why do u always think is me?
now that i realized in this world

i am always alone...
it always been myself and just me
no matter how crowded this world seems to be

i am always alone
alone in this world
struggling to be happy

but in the end
i am still alone......

Relaxing

2008-11-04T15:05:00.000+08:00

Mine!
so today out of a sudden,mm called me and said they are coming over to leisure mall
and wanted some bowling..to relax i guess
but ended up with the fish spa there
i guess it must be new..so voila!we tried!i swear it's itchy!

nn's
all the fishes biting her

and finally mm's!

enjoying her mochaaa..

we're bored and took this silly looking pic..
haha

it's really super itchy
i just laugh and laugh and laugh when they say something
even though it's not really that funny
it just amuse me
haha

at last we still went for bowling for one game!
and just that one game..
my score was pathetic..T-T
then bought some fries,nuggets and some kind of tea eggs went back to my house and chill!

That's all!I know...

2008-11-01T15:06:00.000+08:00

I am bored!!!
and i edited a scary looking pic of mine
and make it my primary pic in facebook and friendster!
Hahaha
looks like emo plus deadly pale face...
no expression at all!
now are you ready??
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ready
get set.....

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Tadaa!!!

Hehe out of boredom

2008-10-30T12:09:00.000+08:00

Exam's are definitely coming
all i can do is definitely just 'study'
Okay boring i know and i agree..
nowadays are just at home..Oh my gosh i'm gonna go crazy
mum can't stop moving her lips
nagging of course but all i do is just walk into the room shut the door and that's it
Problem solve
how i wish it could be like this all the time
i'm into 'emo' sad songs
like i'm gonna turn 'emo'
hmmm not possible i guess...
haha
i'm blogging crap
yea Spongebob's cute!so is Patrick the starfish!!lalalala
i know childish...-_-"
but i can't help to love them both!
and i love him!
XOXO!
Can love be simple?
if it can be why is there so many things for us to think about?

i miss u guys...

they just wanna be as far as possible..T-T

This is For Our Ex Lecturer

2008-10-21T07:49:00.000+08:00

You told us to believe in ourselves and do our best
this is what you always remind us
that day when u called us and told us about your newly published law book
we were so impressed and so proud of you
impressed by your hardwork in everything
proud of being your ex student
i believe everyone will have the same thought..
who won't be proud to be the ex student of Mr Ramesh who was the 1st malaysian that UK approved to publish his book
and his book will be used in Sunway & Inti and etc.

You were not appreciated but you proved that you were more than that..

CONGRATZZZZ!

Mr Ramesh's book can also be found in MPH & Popular.
p/s:do i get paid for this?Lol just kidding

in this world

2008-10-21T07:25:00.000+08:00

when i step out to this big world
i told myself no matter what i have to pull through any obstacles
when i was in high school
is a school where there is just girls
i mean like cause i was in a girls' school
and i actually love it
some of my friends that were from the mix school
asked me won't it be damn boring?
erm..i don't think so
in fact it was so much fun!
and seriously it is,there's no need guys to entertain us k
well the reason why i said that was...
in a girls' school you'll see the real them in everyone
the way they play,the way they behave,the way they talk..
it was in fact so real(well that means we can laugh & behave like "monkeys")
i don't think all of them
we still have some vain ppl
well i mean my school,super love my friends!

but when i step out to the college
well maybe not all but there's this particular one group that are really vain
so vain especially in front of guys
Omg..no words could describe them at all
of course there's still good ones
to them,guys are meant to be 'use' by them but when there's no longer a value
they will be discard(poor guys)
seriously i still prefer my high school life
although it's not perfect
well nothing is perfect right

all i know now is to get my hands off them
not to get involve in any of them
well i guess i manage to do that well
and lastly,i hate phone stalkers..
SCRAM OFF!

The Birthday Gathering

2008-10-16T02:36:00.000+08:00

Finally got some time for updating
i am lazy to update nowadays i am just too lazy to type out whatever thing..

The girls gathering
all of us was so excited
we hang out at city square for the whole afternoon
then we meet up with the rest of the girls at the steamboat shop
we took some neo prints
it was so funny
i haven't got the pic yet it's with Esther
do can't show it to you guys..

Yes!Gan Jia Ying's Butt!!
I had nothing better to do..

another birthday surprise

2008-09-28T11:35:00.000+08:00

...It's mm's birthday celebration!
Seee the M!!!???
it's her name!
hahaha

The birthday galgal!!!aww she's shy

hee her special order birthday cake by me and nn!it's huge!can u imagine how we stuff it inside our stomach??!

Birthday Gal making wishes hmmm myV? JKJk

Blow candles!now ur officially 18th!

candlesss no moreee

she looked happy she said she's happy!
Yay!she had no idea!
it's funnnn

Lol hahaha nn see ur georgy

see we manage to 'telan' till like that
i have cake 'phobia' now
a serious one...lol

EEeeekkk!!my tutor somemore

MPH camwhoring

Movie timeeeeeeeeeee
Mama Mia here we go again...

new talent

2008-09-20T23:25:00.000+08:00

This is my cousin,Jian Sen
He seriously can be a hip hop dancer hahahaha

love him!
okay this is part 2
haha he keep laugh to himself in this part

enjoy the show~~

i tried my best to update

2008-09-18T13:41:00.000+08:00

Oh my god i have crazy lecturers who enjoy torturing students!

they give assignments like drink coffee like that

and so enjoy pulak

i am seriously going mad by using 'pulak' in my entries

George treated us dinner on last tuesday and it was a sumptuous meal

had 9 dishes plus dessert and guess what all the girls gave their half bowl of rice to the boys

and still we feel full imagine if we eat the whole bowl

boys eat like an elephant really I MEAN SERIOUSLY

am not kidding k

i am so bored and frustrated with life full of assignments

i have three assignments!!and each need at least 3 pages!

and i only finish first half of my assignments...

god deadline's on friday

can i just run away?

NOOO it's not good for me

must be rationale

no pictures laaaa

we haven't meet for 2 weeks already

can i miss you alreodi?

For Euw:
I know these days i keep throwing tantrums and stuffs and like to just make you angry doing silly stuffs and what not.But you still treat me as good as you possible could and don't throw back tantrums or what.As you see till here please don't 'kembang' wahahahahaha!And don't tell me of course you're good k!I wrote this not to promise i won't throw tantrums without reasons anymore hehe but to say i will keep on throwing tantrums so get ready wahahahahahahaha!!!

That's all

Bla nonsense

2008-09-16T06:36:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to update again...last week celebrated George's b day

had chocolate indulgence!nice!

he was surprised of course mm bought the cake

and then we planned a surprise for him

i have no pictures but i have videos!!!

NIce oneee Wahahahahaha

anyone wanna see??

but nn said cannot upload!

cause it's something bout her and the b day boy

Haha i really wish i could upload laaa

but i have to see her everyday so better don't first

K folks that's all!

Assignments

2008-09-12T14:27:00.000+08:00

I'm like super tired
i'm loaded with assignments
thousands of them!!
Gonna DiEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
OMG lots and lots of them!!
someone can come help me with half of the assignment??
I want more time to spare~~

need a kit kat

2008-09-10T12:51:00.000+08:00

I'm tired of my life...

Tired of Everyone.......