Human

Humans are so complex
i wish i am not one of them
what is wrong with this society?
or is the problem with me?

It's so hard to be one
what is this world becoming?
i hope i don forget myself one day
or had i?

ps. i really don't want to be one if i had a choice

Love this song
found out what it mean after googling

Finally I can put an end to it today
A night of reminiscing the past memories
Almost can’t remember why we parted
I can now only see the shoes you gave me

I took a step, and another
I just discovered I have gone a circle
Walked so many years and now I’m back to the start
*The gift you gave me, isn’t it too special
Not avoiding any unsettling rumours
But gradually we are drifting apart till we have no feelings anymore
Maybe you wanted me, a long time ago, to distance myself (from you)
The gift you give me, at this moment, is so thoughtful
It accompanied me while I think back on our memories
After wearing these few years, it can’t be helped that it has dirty spots
Just like every love story has an ending point.
The world’s cruelest thing, I fear is, time
It can trap a person and still move forward
Eyes that are dried till tears cannot be squeezed out
Loving till this pathetic state
A step and another
Still can’t catch up with your footsteps
You are satisfied. But, why do I just want to cry

Repeat

You said that we should be ourselves
Do not suffer just for love
Actually, the gift you have me is just a theft
Finally parted as accurately as the prediction
It’s a laughable situation, so much so that I want you to repay me my time
Love is sometimes pitiably cheap
With bared feet, I run with fresh blood and tears
Pick up/collect by pride
Admit that I was at one time ready/willing to suffer
The mark on the shoes, only you can understand
After tonight, I’ll forget everything

should i start a vlog?

heez

haven't got the time to update or anything..

been busy with either assignments or tests

deadlines were all so close 

haven't got the time to really settle and rest

and my birthday had to fall in between all the assignments and tests dates

=/

so something is wrong with my mac power adapter or my mac itself

it can't be charged but it is running thru power adapter?

i hope it's with the power adapter

cause my laptop is still relatively new

don't u hate it when ur new gadget went wrong

and u feel like why does this happen to Apple products?

i mean i paid quite a high price for it?

shudn't the quality be better?

and i got no time to send it to the service center!

whatever, not here to rant or bitch bout the laptop

i am so freaking exhausted from my life!counting down to the day when it all ends! =)

and signing a new phone! 

i hate my HTC!

hahahaha for no reason

well the apps sucks

maybe i love playing games 

what a lame excuse

=.=

and i've decided on what lens to get!woots!Hee

Other than that, been doing a little shopping and i bought a lot!

though it's not expensive but once u accumulate and start to count all ur spendings

*gulp

maybe i should let it ease a bit haha

anyway i am tired gotta study again for test =( ciaoz!

I
AM
GOING
TO
HAVE
A
NERVOUS
BREAKDOWN......

Busy Bee?

My life is seriously packed with assignments, tests & studies!

then i have so many present to buy next month!

For my mum and friends!

I have no time for some other stuffs anymore 

i guess all that can wait

Settle what is my priority first!

Again, questions from various people

How am i gonna celebrate my Bday this year?

well, with my close frens and family i guess?

i used to fancy birthday parties when i was a kid

now?

I just really want little get together with family and friends

and of course presents!!

That's the best part of birthdays!you gotta agree with me =)

even if it's just a little greeting cards and wishes

It's enough to lighten up your day =D

Compromising like sh**

i should stop compromising..
it's like i don't live for myself

i want to find a meaning to my life!
and stop living like that!